Let us mourn the loss of ZulSingTat if he leaves
Read this from someone's blog:
i... for years, its years know, i've been a someone who's totally a shit and a pain? a liar above liars, none could ever stoop as low? i've been lying i've been plotting i've been... everything that... that... i seem to stand for? and in truth im just faking my way thru and not anything, not a single thing that ive said and done is true and from the bottom of my heart? not even that little bit of trust for even a friend? an acquaintance? ok, maybe even for a stranger?
so i am. ha. so i am. so i am... what light of it then... no im not that thick skinned... what can i say. no i've nothing to say. i nod my head. on top of those piles on my shoulders, i must see someone whipping me and that i could only turn around to walk away... my heart screams, but i've nothing to say.
Hmm, it truly has got me to think about myself, I don't think I'm that bad, but it really has got me to reflect upon my actions more. Perhaps i've been rather presumptious lately.
Anyway, a friend smsed me something. The answer is simple. The reason why there are so many single digiters for the O levels this time round is because the top schools don't offer the O levels anymore. Thru train what. That's why. So it doesn't mean that all those people with low points will get to their school of choice. That makes me feel so much better. I thought that perhaps I didn't do as well as these years candidates. So i guess I'm on par perhaps even better than them.
Anyway, i got to actually touch bio, if not Ms Foo will have a field day with my failure, cos i have never done a single bio tutorial. She'll probably tell Mrs Ng that i can't cope with my studies etc.. Bah. I hate Bio.
i... for years, its years know, i've been a someone who's totally a shit and a pain? a liar above liars, none could ever stoop as low? i've been lying i've been plotting i've been... everything that... that... i seem to stand for? and in truth im just faking my way thru and not anything, not a single thing that ive said and done is true and from the bottom of my heart? not even that little bit of trust for even a friend? an acquaintance? ok, maybe even for a stranger?
so i am. ha. so i am. so i am... what light of it then... no im not that thick skinned... what can i say. no i've nothing to say. i nod my head. on top of those piles on my shoulders, i must see someone whipping me and that i could only turn around to walk away... my heart screams, but i've nothing to say.
Hmm, it truly has got me to think about myself, I don't think I'm that bad, but it really has got me to reflect upon my actions more. Perhaps i've been rather presumptious lately.
Anyway, a friend smsed me something. The answer is simple. The reason why there are so many single digiters for the O levels this time round is because the top schools don't offer the O levels anymore. Thru train what. That's why. So it doesn't mean that all those people with low points will get to their school of choice. That makes me feel so much better. I thought that perhaps I didn't do as well as these years candidates. So i guess I'm on par perhaps even better than them.
Anyway, i got to actually touch bio, if not Ms Foo will have a field day with my failure, cos i have never done a single bio tutorial. She'll probably tell Mrs Ng that i can't cope with my studies etc.. Bah. I hate Bio.
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